What do you do when someone knows you more than you think they do? I mean here you are, putting on your A game and they have you all figured out! That is what has been happening with me. I am Awestruck, Impressed, Amazed and a little bit shocked to be honest. Maybe a little bit jealous too. I wish I were so sorted and had the ability to judge and analyze people so well. Now that I am at the receiving end, I really don't know what to do or how to react.
Maybe this is just me being lost coz I am out of my comfort zone, with a new person, in a new setting, with a new rhythm, and a completely different outlook. Maybe this is all a good thing. Why am I being a bitch to him when he is giving me all the support, trust, friendship and patience that I have only ever dreamed of? I am not used to all this goodness around me. It sometimes seems too good to be true. But that is the thing with things that are too good to be true, they do not go downhill every once in a while. This is, real. This feels real. This feels like an honest, two way relationship. I have been driving all alone on a huge freeway with no traffic from the opposite side and now here he is - giving stuff to me. I have only been the giver all along. It feels different to be at the receiving end of all this goodness. It is all so different!
As a result of all this, I end up being a super bitch and I yell and cry for no reason what so ever. Need. To. Start. Behaving. Like. A. Responsible. Adult. (But I love it when he spoils me like a child!)
Until the next post <3
Love
P.S. The downside of an active dating life is that you hardly get time to check blogs! I promise that I will soon catch up with what is going on with each of you guys :) Love and only love!
Maybe this is just me being lost coz I am out of my comfort zone, with a new person, in a new setting, with a new rhythm, and a completely different outlook. Maybe this is all a good thing. Why am I being a bitch to him when he is giving me all the support, trust, friendship and patience that I have only ever dreamed of? I am not used to all this goodness around me. It sometimes seems too good to be true. But that is the thing with things that are too good to be true, they do not go downhill every once in a while. This is, real. This feels real. This feels like an honest, two way relationship. I have been driving all alone on a huge freeway with no traffic from the opposite side and now here he is - giving stuff to me. I have only been the giver all along. It feels different to be at the receiving end of all this goodness. It is all so different!
As a result of all this, I end up being a super bitch and I yell and cry for no reason what so ever. Need. To. Start. Behaving. Like. A. Responsible. Adult. (But I love it when he spoils me like a child!)
Until the next post <3
Love
P.S. The downside of an active dating life is that you hardly get time to check blogs! I promise that I will soon catch up with what is going on with each of you guys :) Love and only love!
